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There are some things that will always leave me feeling completely defeated, and I think the only way to really deal with that is to push it to the back of my mind and not let it affect me as much. But when you’ve been caught in a cycle of hope and despair for the majority of your life, I think it’s easy to conclude that certain things just aren’t going to work out no matter how badly you want them. Even when you cut your losses and move on that sense of failure is going to linger and sometimes that’s more difficult to deal with than anything else.

flewor:

"was that awkward eye contact or were we checking eachother out" - a life story

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Nothing pisses me off more than people telling me to just “get over” my social anxiety. Like “just talk to him, what’s your problem?” and I’m like if I do that I will literally have a panic attack. I would if I could because I hate hate hate not being able to approach people I want to know, but I literally cannot do it and whenever I’ve tried in the past it’s always led to me spiraling into a void of self loathing. So please stop telling me to get over something so crippling because it’s just not that easy.

The Early November making me cry as per usual

The Early November making me cry as per usual

Vibin’ so hard on this coconut #chillin  (at Downtown Orlando, Florida)

Vibin’ so hard on this coconut #chillin (at Downtown Orlando, Florida)

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Tour is coming to a close, and boy has it been a wild fucking ride. Outside of the significant amount of bullshit that makes up every day of warped tour, it was a pretty amazing experience.

It’s kinda crazy how being in an environment like that every day for seven weeks can change a person. Not like a 180 or anything but in little ways I’ve noticed that I’m starting to break some bad habits. And maybe that’s just because I’m in a transitional period, or I’m just starting to grow up, but I’m not complaining. I feel like I’m more likely to stand up for myself and less likely to fret over things that have already happened. I’ve stopped blaming myself for other people’s bad attitudes. And I’m working on feeling like a worthwhile human being.

Anyway, I’m sorry to see the end of tour, mostly because I doubt I will ever have another experience like this again and there are a lot of cool people that I probably won’t ever see again, but I am excited to see friends and fam, and sleep in a real bed. Gonna try to ride out those good vibes for the next week 😎

See ya soon, Louisville!

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Please don’t be mad at me for no reason; I will feel like complete trash for the rest of my life

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The other night a guy told me I went from a 9.7 to a 4.5 because I smoked a cigarette

There are so many things wrong with that I don’t even know where to begin but like jfc I’m not making personal decisions based on whether or not you find it attractive.

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When you really really want someone to give a shit but you just have to accept that they won’t.

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our-holy-ghosts:

Bayside - Don’t Call Me Peanut [x]

our-holy-ghosts:

Bayside - Don’t Call Me Peanut [x]

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