I turn 22 in two months and I’m flippin my shit over how the hell I’m going to be a full time student and work enough to pay rent and get good grades and still have time to go to shows. I just feel like I’m being forced to grow up too fast and it’s kinda my own fault for waiting so long to return to college. Honestly I should just chill because I haven’t even gotten to Houston yet and won’t be attending school for another year but it’s so easy to get stressed out about money and majors and life decisions and OH MY GOD my health insurance is going to end before I’m even out of school and student loans and why THE FUCK did I just buy I car that I will be paying off for the next CENTURY AND RENT IN TEXAS IS SO GOD DAMNED HIGH FUCK ME FUCK EVERYTHING
I miss being a tot sometimes, y’know? I took that shit for granted.